Rise & Shine!

It's a new day :)

One that I am incredibly excited about. My phone had an incident with water a little while back and doesn't function properly anymore. So.. I filed a claim with the insurance and I am getting a new one!!! And sense the old one is manufactured anymore, it's a new model :) I'm happy that I get to start from scratch and get a new phone. Plus, it will keep me busy today.

I'm in college. It's the one I've been going to for over 3 years now but it's a good school with a traditional campus and I find myself getting bored easily. I'm trying to transfer to an online school that has accelerated classes so I can attempt to squash my boredom. Plus I'm not really sure what I want to do in my career anymore so I want to get a degree and start working someplace and go from there. I think I'd like to teach physics at a university level.

Anyways, I'm pretty confused but I guess the amazing part is, I don't have to have it all figured out 100% of the time. Whatever I'm doing now has the smallest effect on getting me closer to where I need to go.

Counting Sheep

I can't sleep these days. I'm trying to figure out why. Even if I really wanted to stay up late a few months ago, I couldn't. Now I'm begging to fall asleep at a normal time. I guess it goes back to the old saying 'be careful what you wish for.' 

I'm not a fan of medication unless it's absolutely needed. But maybe my definition of "needed" is wrong. I've been caving almost every night and taking an anti-anxiety medication that my psychiatrist prescribed to help my thoughts simmer so I could relax enough to fall asleep. 

It's 3:15am and I'm starting to feel the effects of the medication I indicated above kicking in. More of my story to follow. 

Hello!

So many thoughts have been swirling around in my head... it's overwhelming. 

I'm getting over a my feelings towards a relationship that I just ended (or paused depending on your point of view). I am transferring colleges. I'm in this amazing stage where I seem to be acting like a giant sponge towards spirituality. 

I needed a place to unload all of my thoughts so I created this blog. Maybe it's not the smartest thing to do but if I can help one person with my nonsense, even in the smallest way, than it'll be worth it for me. Plus, being able to anonymously ponder life and document my growth process is very valuable to me.